Gonna losing a client about SEO

  I spent two months on Google Ranking for New York Party Girl Asian Escorts ,I have try Money Robot for two months, it is working I think but the ranking speed is much slow than I thought.
  I almost finished reading Chinese version Java book, the next step is finish reading Oracle java tutorial, and start to practice leetcode questions. But that's not enough, I probably need to check the coding interview book also for better preparation. Then I am ready to send out my resume to recrutors.
  I am not sure what kind of company good for me, but I think I need to start somewhere and have to challenge myself, not just java skills also the English! Amy's Amazon did great job so far, but each time when me pay the fee to buy items from factory in China, We feel pressure. I am not sure next time we can handle that. Things seems getting better and better. Maybe that's because Aden my son bring us the luck.
  Affialate marketing is the another good business to try, pat flynn have good tutorials, we will use that on our Mandarin marvel business. I am exicting on backlinking stuffs and online business.
  2018 probably my year.   

Ready to join affiliate market

  I have tried Google Adsense for two years, I have to say it not that possible to make enough money for living. I can not be stay same when something wrong. I need to try new stuff. There is another reason why I have to try is that, my wife she is get success on Amazon. She can make $2400 per month now and she just start business from three months ago.
  For Chinese food recipes blog I have to use Amazon affiliate to increase the earning, or try different niche for high pay Google Adsense. (I have create a car insurance site for that, which is Car insurance Stuff)
  Smart passive income is the place I have to follow, the owner is honest, I need to read carefully for how to be successful on affiliate marketing, the good one is that Chinese food recipes blog ready have more than 300 people sign up, that mean I can try to promote something with high successful rate strategy.
   But before that I need to finish Java foundation, Java can create awesome web apps, maybe one day I can try to make my own useful app for family business.

brought Mac Pro to protect my eyes

  My old Asus G75 is design for gamer, but i get a lot of plain of my eye balls, they are burning, but i have to continue working on my SEO, ranking, Chinese food Recipes, part time job, and most of my time need to take care my wife, who has much better career than me i think, sometime i do feel very disappoint, but today i found i need to fix all my plan on key search, i decided use Semrush to do my keywords planner, i compare the traffic data between Google Analytic with Semrush, i found these two can provide almost the same data, even the keywords difficulty is true,

Make a website for kidzplay

This is my sec week, the website for kidz play almost done, I do learn a lot from wordpress, WP can do it.

The bosses are nice to me, they want to invest on me, and make much more in the future.

I find my interesting on SEO is coming back, I want to do more test, could be need more do follow back links in the future, and ancient Chinese recipes can rank to #1, I feel unbelievable.

I may try some new back link technology to boost my rank, but how to improve the page rank? That's a problem, I may asking hozio for help.

Deep Sadness in the Heart

   Tonight we are watching the Chinese TV show wumeiniang, and the JW visit us, i know why they are come here, because I stop attending their meeting, they want to know what happened to us, and explain why go meeting is very important, I am not ready go back, i still can not control my depression, i just fear that i will disappointed God again, I explain what happened when i was a kid, my parents dislike me and my father take me to the hospital to double check i am his son, i am so scared and nervous during that time, i have to protect myself and be patient then leave that home, the feeling getting strong when i attend college, they do not even trust me, and my mother seems different between other college mates mothers, their mother send money and keep communication with their sons, but my mother can not keep any secret from me and let me disappointed again and again, i feel so lonely, my girlfriend Amy help me working on my GPA, because i want them feel great on me, i want to go american. but the story is not end, when i graduate from university, i only have one year time to find a company, which can offer me a working visa, i create one opportunity in the hotel, in that time i have good relationship with a travel agency, but they are looking for the good hotel, so i just go to that hotel and tell them i have relationship with the travel agency and can help them bring orders, but i need few money and need someone guide me, because there is also another opportunity in Marriott Ritz Carlton, My daddy just tell go to figure it out by yourself, so i almost go crazy and choose Marriott, now i can tell that, i feel regret on that decision, if i choose sales, they could give me green card earlier.
    This is the first time i explain why i have depression and what happened when i was a kid, in that time, i know nothing just scared. why i feel disappoint with God, because i pray for few months, i am worrying about my life and mood, but there is no answer from God, or i can not find that, the website and ranking even dropped a lot while i did very hard work on that, I just want to happy, i need happy, i feel the life is useless, we are just eating, sleeping, making money and dying, what's the difference between human and animals?
     If my ranking go to top, then there will be tons of traffic to my homepage, i am waiting Yzenith Chinese food Recipes and Yzenith Authentic Chinese food to give me surprise

Corporate with my wife

Amy help me to redesign the layout of yzenith.com, she think let people know our face is very important, and blog subscription is another way to increase traffic, I try my best to find traffic, but now we noticed that, create useful content and active community is the main goal for a site or blog. Amy told me she will help me on writing, and I said I can do some code work for her, she is so busy recently, she face too much pressure from the work, she even want to transfer to HR department, I have no idea how to make choice, sometimes you need to follow your heart but sometimes you better make a smart decision. This time she is on the way, there will be two more years to the end of this program, maybe something good happened in the future, maybe something bad, we all confused on our life, our goals. I feel depression yesterday, because I can not trust that I can make a blog, and make money from it, what I know is that, this blog could be need years to have enough fans to bring me the revenue

Get Drunk Today

   Tonight go to my best friend, Chuan he Wang's store, a dry washing store, they can operate that store very well now and take time to do exercise, i feel so happy for their successful on their business,  they have got so many troubles before they get success, i feel like that this world will test you enough then give you the opportunity to be successful, i did SEO for few years, and i can not tell how to rank effective and get much target traffic. This time i know, do not give up and try your best, may be there are something good will happened.
   SEMrush can track all my keywords in the project, there are 22 keywords tracked now, and i know that the technology i am using is some kind useless, because the keywords are dropped a little bit, such as easy Chinese food recipes, gluten free Chinese food Recipes, Recipes Chinese food, But this is wired, because i think i did not do any rank on those keywords, but they are ranked a little, now i feel like they are need to show up on blog roll position to ranked well.
   My wife go to return the movie from library, she met a dog, which could be get lost, it's eyes are red, and whole body is dirty, it looking for food in the garage, my wife want to help this dog and buy a dog food for it, but when she come back to find that dog again, it disappeared, we are so sorry for that, we plan to feed this dog then call animal control, i want to have a pet badly, some times we feel so lonely.
   2015 is a important year to us, we need to face the destiny of our life, our green card of america, and my SEO goals, I want to have tons of traffic of ranking, so i can open my gigs for business, i can use my company to save money, what i am worrying is that, my ranking can not bring enough traffic to me, i focus on the keywords, Yzenith Chinese food Recipes, Yzenith Chinese food and Yzenith Chinese Recipes to bring me traffic, because these three keywords have greatest search volume from Google and other search Engines, my second step is control the quality of my Ads, So i can know how much i can make per month. This year will tell me where i will stay in my rest life, United States is cool and beautiful, i like this country, because i learn a lot of skills and thinking a lot about my life.